Actual age: 40 — Physical age: 34 — Dating age: 1,248

July 26, 2019 - the day my life took a major turn. It's the day I realized (not by my own volition) that the man I was thinking would be my forever suddenly decided that (again) I'm not...2.5 years of life, with age creeping up, gone in a conversation that lasted less than 10 minutes. [...]

You can’t handle the truth.

I was told by one of my bff's this weekend that I need to write, here I am, making time that I don't have to, once again, bitch about the singlehood status.  I feel like I'm on fucking repeat so I'm gonna shake this up a bit and get real about what it's REALLY [...]

Shit people don’t say.

I realize my posts have been few and far between.  This new job has me jumping through hoops...and I love every second of it.  With all these fires (both professional and personal) I've been trying to contain these days, I've learned some very valuable lessons in not only patience but in the art of picking one's [...]

A moment of silence.

New job?  Check.  Back in the dating world?  Check.  Feel like I doused myself in gasoline and ran through a field of dried brush?  Check.  Metaphor getting lost in my sleep-deprivation?  Fuck. Yes. You know what though?  I like it.  And life has just taken a turn for the incredible.   I woke up at [...]

Road Trip Feels.

Funny thing about solo road trips...there's a LOT of time for introspective thought, contemplation and basically sortin' shit out.  This is probably why I avoid drives over 3 hours and have a fuck-ton of audiobooks to distract me from self-reflection.  No one wants a raw look at themselves.  Most of my ugly cries have been [...]

Sometimes indecision IS a decision.

I alluded to some 'heart-wrenching' (maybe over exaggerated with that term but whatevs) dating situations in my last post and thought, hell...if I'm opening up a flesh wound, may as well dig all the way to the artery and bleed out. There is a pretty profound lesson found in each of the scenarios so, maybe, [...]